Sunrise and Sunset

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The last golden rays of sunset
Shine within her eyes
As a glow of expectation
For a future yet to rise

For with sunset comes a closure
A gentle but final farewell
To a time of indecision
Where her fears overwhelm

As the lands stretch out before her
On their beauty she feasts
For therein lies her future
Uncertainty retreats

Just as the warm glow bathes the earth
It seeps into her soul
For together they will blend
Sunrise and sunset forever the whole.

Trish Johnston © 25th October 2018

Soul Mates

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I had a message from a friend a week or so ago letting me know that her husband had passed away several months ago. It took me a few days to respond to the message, not because I didn’t care but because it had such an impact on me. This couple were such a wonderful match, just right for each other and so happy together, so obviously in love. Sadly their time together was limited by his illness but the most important thing they did was make the most of every moment they had together.

 
It got me wondering… is it possible for everyone to have what they had… that one amazing connection with another which many refer to as soul mates. Many of us love during our lifetimes, some several times, but how many of us have that all consuming connection with another human being. Where we touch each others souls, where the physical attraction is as strong as but is also secondary to the emotional and spiritual connection.

 
I believe it is possible to have more than one soul mate or should I say soul mates on different levels. Wonderful friendship with another of similar energy to ourselves. Some are purely spiritual while others are purely emotional or possibly physical. They are very special connections in themselves, however to have that one person with whom you have a total connection, the spiritual, physical and emotional is truly unique and precious. It is as though you know that you have known each other before in previous lifetimes, you are so familiar to each other. You may not have actual memories of other times together but you have an energetic imprint which is like a magnet and the connection is not to be denied.

 
Now I am not talking about that comfortable as an old shoe feeling, where you immediately relax with another. While that is a lovely comforting connection the unique soul mate connection is more one that, though it can be very comfortable and comforting, it also has an edge to it that stimulates us and keeps us alert and looking forward to the next moment, the next possibility, the next profound experience. Not that life is always deeply profound, however, when shared with that particular person every moment holds something precious, a surreal sunset, a wild flower in bloom, the majesty of an eagle soaring, the bliss of pure silence or the richness of laughter. Made all the more magical by their presence.

 
Maybe it is the romance of the poet which makes me pen these words for I am one of the lucky ones who have experienced this connection… I hope you get share it also.

 

’til next time,

Indigo (aka Trish)

HowZat?!

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In the wake of the last few days I can only say that I am truly concerned for the future of not just cricket in Australia but the country as a whole. I have this morning watched Steve Smith’s, Cameron Bancroft’s and Darren Lehman’s statements and David Warner’s comment to the press. My heart goes out to them. They have become nothing more than the newest targets for the media. Like specimens in a science lab they will be poked, prodded and put through mind shatteringly cruel scrutiny all for the sake of what seems to pass today as acceptable journalism. They will be harassed, cameras will stalk them, microphones shoved in their faces every time they move. Yes, I understand that they have taken on roles of very high-profile people (if you follow cricket that is… otherwise you may never have heard of them), however this does not make them our property. They are human beings. Fathers, sons, brothers, uncles, cousins, friends. And sadly human beings make mistakes or errors in judgement. None of us in infallible. Before you judge too harshly think about how you would be feeling right now if you were them, or their families or friends.

These fellows are in the position they are in because they are elite sportsmen. How have they got there? An extreme amount of sacrifice by not only them but their families as well. Also a huge amount of talent, strength, tenacity and love for their chosen sport. Most likely the publicity is the last thing they were chasing when they chose this path. Yes, no doubt they wanted to be up there with the best in the world in their sphere. Is that not what any truly talented person aspires to when they sacrifice so much in pursuit of their dreams? The fact that they have now become the latest targets for almost every man and his dog to take pot shots at in the media and on social media would not have been on their radar when they chose to walk along this path. Those who love the game of cricket have sat back and watched in awe as these men have “taken us to glory” on numerous occasions. Let us not forget that! The media are certainly happy to get their headlines from these heroics. Our politicians too like to jump on the band wagon and ride the glory train.

What kind of people are we that we feel we have the right to vilify them? I wonder how many of the so-called journalists could stand up to the harassment that they inflict upon their victims? I wonder too, how many would come out squeaky clean if they and their lives, professional and personal were placed under a microscope and dissected bit by bit, piece by piece? Oh, and don’t forget our illustrious Prime Minister! My stomach turned with disgust when I saw comments by him and other politicians about how cheating is a terrible disgrace. Really??? Politicians getting all het up about lack of honesty and integrity? Spare me the theatrics please. What hypocrisy.

Amazing too, isn’t it how everyone suddenly becomes an expert on topics that before have quite possibly not even crossed their minds. The snippets of television that I have bothered to watch show morning show hosts giving their opinions, evening show hosts giving theirs and no doubt everyone in between as well. I despair for the future when we Australians are going to be so influenced by this culture of everyone is an expert because they have the way and means of being in your face every day… they are ‘famous’ people talking about ‘famous’ people, they must be right… surely??? Give me a break.

I say let these men get on with their lives. Blind Freddy can see that they are mortified by their actions and the ensuing results. Just because they are Australians does not mean their actions are any worse than any other ball tampering incident from any other player from any other country. Look at the penalties other ‘cheats’ have been handed. Let the time fit the crime and allow them to do that time without being harassed and abused. They have been through more than most people could stand already. While I certainly don’t condone their actions I find the behaviours of those involved in their persecution even more abhorrent.

Until next time,

Trish

 

Ever Present Doors

 

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Doors inside and around me
In so much of my space
Opening and closing
at such a rapid pace

Barely is one opened
than another one appears
Some slam shut with a resounding bang
others I barely hear

There are those which appear so firmly wedged
a key nowhere in sight
Such energy I’ve wasted there
pushed and pulled with all my might

Now I see how pointless this is
why it would never work
For no door can be set ajar
Without finding the right key first

Keys turn up in so many forms
Often where least expected
Sometime in places new to us
Others in boxes long neglected

When the key appears before me
I accept it with gratitude and grace
For I know when it presents itself
More inner demons I have faced

And then in conquering all the battles
Each of them one by one
The doors they just keep opening
To reveal the rising sun

Trish Johnston ©    5th November 2010