Through the eyes of the soul

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Staring out my window
at the break of day
sun rising in the distance
not so far away

The dawning of the day
bringing a brand new start
picking up the pieces
of lost and lonely heart

Shattered by the darkness
of a long and sleepless night
where demons come alive
shielding the truth from sight

Light seeps into my soul
in this cold and empty house
urging me ever onward
in troubled times of doubt

Fear not the future, darling
for it’s written in the stars
home is that special place
inside my beloveds heart

Trish Johnston © 12th February 2019

My Purpose

My Purpose

Night settles all around me
I sit and let it in
darkness soft like velvet
seeping deep within

A feeling of contentment
washes over me
as I become One with Nature
as I am meant to be

Sometimes I forget this
when my mind is full of worry
when it spins out of control
in a constant exhausting hurry

When the ego takes control
and sends me on a mad chase
looking everywhere for peace
except the right place

As I sit here in the darkness
my path glowing crystal clear
I am thankful for my Angels
for I know that they are near

I’ve a gift that they’ve given me
which is not mine to keep
words to comfort others
when their climb gets steep

Now I know my purpose
the reason I am here
to share my simple verses
for everyone to hear.

Trish Johnston 5th April 2014 ©

Spear Creek…. Solitude (!?!) Part 2

Spear Creek....  Solitude (!?!)  Part 2

26th December 2013

Why does food always taste better when you are camping? A simple meal of lamb chops, buttered new potatoes and tomato tasted like fine dining. Accompany it with a couple of CC and drys and I was very satisfied. As expected, my little $13 single burner worked a treat.

It is a wonderful evening and having eaten at what I describe as ‘old peoples time’ I had plenty of time to watch the fading sun light up the sky in beautiful shades of pinks, oranges and mauves. As I have many times in the past I lament the fact that my artistic talent leans more toward the descriptive word than the use of a pencil or paints. I would love just once to be able to capture the glory of a sunset or sunrise….oh well, I will just keep putting it out there!

I receive a message from the caretakers saying they will be back tomorrow afternoon and will I still be here then. I very quickly responded “Yes, for sure.” I am in no rush to part company with ‘my’ tree! As usual I discovered that my sense of direction was all wrong and the sun has not set where I expected it to, however, this is no real problem as I have chosen the prime spot in the park, where I am shaded almost every moment.

Eventually my bed calls to me. Fortunately I still have the air mattress from my camping days with my family back in Qld, let’s just hope that it has not sprung a leak since then! Armed with my book and my little reading light I snuggle down in bed. A predicted 13 degrees overnight has me under my blanket feeling safe and sound and content. I drift off to sleep to the night sounds of the bush.

I awake suddenly to the most unholy noise, for a split second totally confused as to what it could be. Then I realise that it is the wind hammering at my tent. I had not zipped up the entry door on the fly as I wanted the air to circulate. Believe me it was circulating! I wondered how it was possible that the tent was still in one piece. I climbed out of my cocoon and stood back and observed my little haven being bent into more shapes than a contortionist on show night. A fleeting thought along the lines of “I should have spent more than $50 on my tent” went through my mind.

It was then I looked around me and noticed the beautiful night sky above me. The stars were shining brightly, twinkling down at me like mischievous angels from above. I could feel my Dad up there having a chuckle but proud and punch of his girl. As I gazed up into the sky I felt the connection to everyone on earth, not only in my beautiful Australia but all countries across the world. There is something about a starry night that does that to me and it is a wonderful feeling.

It was rather cool outside so I climbed back into my cocoon, after securing the door in the fly. Sleep was a little difficult to come by after that as I lay there wondering just how strong a wind it would take to lift me up and deposit me in some distant place……

To be continued…..